Keven McNeill’s childhood was shaped by deep trauma, teaching him to bury his pain and keep his emotions hidden. He learned early on to push the hurt deep inside, hoping that time would make it fade away. Determined not to let his past define him, Keven dedicated more than two decades of his life to serving others as a first responder. This demanding career gave him a sense of purpose, allowing him to focus on helping those in need while avoiding the painful memories that haunted him. Over the years, the fires he battled and the heart-wrenching scenes he witnessed began to awaken a deep pain within him—a pain he could no longer keep buried. Each emergency call, each desperate moment he responded to, piled more weight onto the already crushing burden he had been carrying in solitude. No matter how hard he tried to shield the world from it, the emotional toll gradually intensified, slowly unraveling everything he had known. Ultimately, it became so overwhelming that it tore apart the world he had spent years building, leaving him lost in its ruins. Pushing It Down is an inspirational and heartfelt story of resilience, courage, and the transformative journey toward healing. As Keven faces the pain he’s spent so long avoiding, he discovers that true strength is found not in hiding from his emotions but in confronting them head-on. His journey is a powerful reminder that, no matter how heavy life’s burdens may seem, there is always hope for healing, renewal, and the chance to rebuild from within.